well. well well well. i.... am so happy right now. i know i've said that a few times recently but if you all could see me ... i have a massive perma-grin on my face. its like when someone goes to take a picture of you and you go and they cant find the button so you stand there for ages looking like a tool? thats me right about now. oh yes. oooohhhh yes.

*sighs* so.. very... happy. anyways im trying to write this stupid film tv script which is supposed to take 6 weeks... and im trying to do it in what... 1 hour? im such a lazy ass.. its cause i didnt do it before and now im royally farked. FARKED I SAY!!!!! *pant* okay calming down.

chorale is singing at a funeral tomorrow. i dont like singing at funerals. they're sad. at least at the other 2 we did i knew the people and now its some rugby coach i had never heard of. i mean hello?? RUGBY? so not something i could care less about. but anyway would i get in trouble if i didnt go do you think? funerals are sad especially when you dont know them. cause you get sad and you're like THERE IS NO REASON FOR SADNESS YOU DID NOT KNOW THEM. but its weird cause theres all these people showing up to mourn the loss of someone you never knew.. and its sort of humanizing if you know what i mean. i know that sounds stupid but it makes you think about all this stuff that wouldnt have crossed your mind before.

sorry. i think strange thoughts when left alone for too long.. NO COME BACK!!... *mutters*

someone give me something for this guy to do. and no flying monkeys please. (for my script)

loff